Today was registration day for Brycen!  It went well.  I like his teacher (I only wish she was more bubbly LOL) but he didn't get the same class as his friend, which may be a blessing in disguise..... he was super bummed about it though.

After we got him all squared away at the school we went shopping for his supplies....well Haiden and I did while James and Bryce went to Lowes to do "manly stuff"  LOL.  I was fine today, until I saw this super happy & super pregnant lady...she was everywhere I turned!  It was like she was stalking/taunting  me!  Ok, ok I know that I'm being a little silly but seeing her all big and pregnant just reminded me that, that's what I would have looked like if Ian didn't die.  I told James about it and he said "you can't fault her for being happy...be happy for her" but that's the thing I AM happy for her!  I wouldn't wish this on anyone!  It only bothered me because I'm jealous.....  

after we put the kids to bed James just held me and let me cry for as long as I needed to....I honestly don't know how I would be able to function if I didn't have James' love and support!  He really has been my rock and my voice of reason.  He lets me talk and vent when I need to and he also lets me cry as much as I need to.....I thank God for giving me such a wonderful husband!

Tomorrow will be exactly 4 mths since we said goodbye to Ian.  We were also 4 mths along when we lost him.....tomorrow is also Thursday....Thursday was the day that marked a new week in my pregnancy...Thursday is also the day that we had our memorial service for him......  I'm dreading tomorrow.